I feel kind of ashamed by writing about this. So much that I decided to go anonymous with it. I want to share my story with everyone, and the internet is just the place to put myself out there without actually revealing who I am. Is not that I’m famous or something, is just that until not so long ago I considered myself a straight guy to the bone. Hell, I even got the wife and kid to prove it. Something has changed, and while I don’t feel confused about my identity, it feels good to share my experience. Let’s get this started from the moment everything turned for me.
Live a very thirty-something guy in the UK with a balanced life I have most of it figured out by now: a good job, a good family, very few but dear friends and a home to care about. Every other Friday I get together with a pal, let’s call him “Steve” for the sake of the story, but he looks like Paddy O’Brian. Steve and I met in college, he was majoring in Languages, and I was studying a Finances degree in Bristol. We didn’t have any classes in common, but shared a lunch table for most of the time we studied there. Steve was a hit with the ladies, and he was the talkative type but somehow reserved. I don’t remember ever seeing him get wasted in a party. Steve was the perfect gentleman and a good wingman. I guess that’s what brought us together.
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Gay porn and gay themed movies were something you couldn’t even dare to look up online ten years ago. Not because you would be ashamed of what society thinks you are, but because you were most likely to find absolutely nothing. Nothing of importance, anyway. Nowadays, it is in hot demand and you can stumble into just about any gay porn action you can possibly want to see. That’s just what a guy like me would like to find. After years of looking for the right kind of porn, I was finally able to say I found it. I don’t know about the others, but I liked my porn in a specific way and I could easily become unsatisfied with the selection and it wouldn’t make me cum.
I spent years looking
My main concern was that the porn videos I was about to watch was not real enough. Not real, in the sense that it weren’t real people fucking for the camera. I wanted to feel like it was me fucking those little twinks. The immersion was too easy to break. The kind of a video for me would have been video pov action. Fortunately, there were plenty of those. The only problem with that was that some of the videos were shot with extremely poor camera quality. I almost thought that I won’t be able to find the perfect videos to enjoy, until I stumbled across one website in particular.
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I was never afraid of admitting I was a sexy gay. I knew from a very young age. And thankfully my family was more than accepting and supportive when I finally decided to tell them. This didn’t leave a lot of room for drama and all of the difficult phases men like me usually have to go through. I am grateful for that, because it allowed me to start exploring my sexuality guilt free, and to decide what I wanted out of my life without any pressure or negative influences surrounding me. For the longest of times, I couldn’t really make myself see what it was that I wanted.
Long term was just not for me
I wouldn’t say I was afraid of commitments. The idea of staying committed to one partner for a lifetime wasn’t particularly alluring to me, but I have been known to have a few long-term relationships, which all ultimately ended when the time came to decide if I was going to spend the rest of my life with that one man and nobody else. The idea of not being able to explore anymore, and that all of those different men I could of met are now not going to be an option for me frighten me. I guess all I needed was just a little bit of time to scope out the fields and live out my fantasies before I settle down.
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You might have seen this little twink in action, which wouldn’t be a surprise. He enjoyed a quick and very successful rise to fame, thanks to the exclusive contract that was offered to him by men.com. He seems to have it all: A sleek body, an angel face, and the ability to take on an entire football team. He can certainly take a lot of pounding, but what more is there to Johnny Rapid anyway?
A contradicting history
Although he is the unprecedented king of all sex scenes when it comes to gay porn, a lot of his fans were struck with disbelief, when he admitted in an interview that he is actually a gay for pay. With the classic prison shower scene available on video porno gay, and so many videos of him genuinely enjoying being pounded, it’s hard to believe that he isn’t bisexual at the very least. However, questions of his sexuality got sparked up once more when he made a 2$ million offer for a sex scene to Canadian musician, Justin Bieber. He definitely took a shine to being a bottom, and no matter what he says, during every scene, his eyes say it all.
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Being a black gay man in today’s society isn’t an easy thing. Sure, the times where they would consider us pitchfork material has passed, but we aren’t exactly accepted by the society as much as we’d like to. I don’t like doing this, but I have to get it off of my chest somehow. The internet is the best place to go with your deepest, darkest secrets and desires. You might stop me right there and tell me that’s all a bunch of crap, but the truth is – there isn’t a better place for airing your dirty laundry. You can say anything – and I mean absolutely anything in the world to the millions of strangers across the globe, and not even one of them is going to cause your life to change.
I couldn’t be who I am
Where I live, being gay is still a well-guarded secret. Obviously, to my online friends and fuck-buddies, I am openly gay and no one has an issue with it. So, to keep things from getting out of hand, I am dating a girl. Just to make my parents and neighbors believe to themselves that I turned out okay. I still did, mind you, they just can’t accept it for some reason. Anyhow, the reason I am telling you all of this is very simple. At first, to satisfy my own curiosities and cravings, I tought out gay porn in an abnormal amount. My girlfriend was fine with it for the most of the time. But there came a point in time where I realized it wasn’t going to be enough.
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Now here’s a guy you’ll hear about practically everywhere! The finest exclusive model, Paddy O’Brian, seems to have lucked out. Everything seems to be going for him right now. He’s got that firm, jock stud body, a perfect cock, and to top it all off – his charming smile, rock-hard abs and tantalizing British accent could get a rise out of the straightest man on Earth. So, who exactly is Paddy O’Brian?
With more than 88 appearances as a top at Men.com, Paddy’s performance could be summed up in one word: Delicious! Some of his hottest stuff steals the spotlight on numerous free gay porn sites. Even despite the fact that he claims to be gay for pay, Paddy certainly delivers a convincing performance each and every time. When it comes to his sexuality, Paddy doesn’t really like to define or label himself in any way. He claims to be sexually fluid, which is further strengthened by the fact that he did shoot a few straight scenes in his early days, but nowadays, you’ll mostly find him in hot gay action.
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Johnny Sins is a male porn actor born in Pennsylvania on December 31-st, 1978. He’s one of the nicest and most respectable guys of the porn industry and starred in almost 1000 videos for several production companies like: Team Skeet, Brazzers Network, Reality Kings, Passion HD, More Free Porn, Pure Mature, Naughty America, Porn Pros, Tiny 4K, Teens Love Huge Cocks, Eat Sleep Porn, Real Wife Stories, Cfnm Secret and Sins Life.
Mr. Sins has an athletic body and he’s 6 foot tall, weighting 175 lb (80 kg).
What makes Johnny so eligible for a porn-star career is his good looking body with strong arms, ripped abdomen with 6-pack, wide chest and sculpted back. Beyond that, nature blessed him with a huge cock measuring over 7.5 inches.
Many of his porn industry female colleagues complimented him for his blue eyes, shy behavior and sex-skills. Female porn stars like Lisa Ann and India Summers said that Johnny Sins is the best fuck they’ve ever had.
Since he was a young man, Johnny couldn’t stand the fact that he has to work for someone else and wanted to follow his own path. He graduated and got his marketing degree but he loved pussy to much not to make a living out of it as you can see in the video shared by porn4you.xxx with Johnny Sins interview. With that being said he left Pennsylvania and went to Los Angeles and now he’s a 10 year veteran in the porn4 industry.
Through his career his acting skills got him employed in all kinds of porn movies and videos, and he was the pool boy, the husband’s best friend, the gangster, the doctor, the professor, the husband, the fitness trainer, patient, chef, convict and many else.
His famous big cock pounded pussies, mouths and asses of all kinds but he has a preference for big titted MILFs. Continue Reading »